Wow it has been a long time since I’ve been here but figured it was time to get back into it. I miss writing.

For awhile I didnt really think I had much to write about. The recovery slowed I was pretty well “normal”. Life has been good sometimes I can forget what I’ve been through but then some days I’m extremely tired and my body doesnt want to function and I remember.

Today on limited sleep i got up for the gym even though i really just wanted to roll over and go back to bed. But i am glad i went because my whole day has been changed. Today I feel strong and I saw muscles I didjt realized I had. I did the entire workout as if I had slept right through the night. My trainer even looked at me at one point and said do you have an off button can you keep going?

The thing is…if you want something bad enough you can always achieve it. When people tell you that you cant or your wont do something just work harder. Sweat more and get there. You determine your limits. You determine where you can go and how far your willing to push. I have not found my limit yet and I plan on going until I do. But maybe the limit doesnt exists.

Training is easy. Getting over the mental is the tough part. Get out of your head and just push yourself. Your body wont fail you.

Next up in less than a month I’ll conquer something I was told I couldn’t do. I will hike the entire sleeping giant. If only someone could have told me back in fourth year university while I sat at home writing a paper that I would be sitting here planning to hike the giant that paper o had to write might have been different.

That’s all for now….I promise to be back soon xoxo